Archive for January, 2008

a new year… a new me…

Sunday, January 20th, 2008

i’ve been irresponsible these past few months… most of all i’ve hurt the one’s i love… that has to change. This year im turning a new leaf… i have to set my priorities straight. That is…that family always comes first. I’ve set aside time to take care of my lovely daughter… i miss her. i know i have never been a good father lately, i’ll try to change that and make it up to you this year… that is my promise. It is time that i put my family’s needs above my own.

sOmedAy

Sunday, January 20th, 2008

Staring at the computer screen for hours on end… i dont know what to expect… do i need to? sometimes i ask myself why do i do this to myself. why cant i just set it aside for now. Maybe thats what i need to do. But ever since i’ve been this way. i cant seem to get detach sometimes….most of the times. A couple of days back ’till now… i think i’ve seen some change…its difficult but i think im making progress. Maybe someday… someday… i could be that man.

the Art of Giving

Saturday, January 19th, 2008

Taking the right path is really difficult, maybe that’s the reason most of us shy away from it. Its easier to take the other one… why bother. We can never say i have no choice in things…i did that because that’s the only thing available to me… but no… that is not the case…we just dont like the choice in front of us. Taking the right one takes a little bit of courage… and its realy a test of your will especially it involves your loved ones. As the cliche goes "If you love them set them free" let be what they are, give them what makes them happy. Even if means letting them go. I guess we will just have to find a away to finally accept it within ourselves to be happy for them. It may be the hardest test we have to face, how much do you love them… how much can we give… giving without the thought of getting anything in return. Right now im trying…really trying…its really hard… it sometmes feels lonely…but slowly im getting to see the light at the end of my journey. Not that my journey is about to end…its still a long way. Nowadays knowing how happy she is…takes the stress out of my working day. It what keeps me going everyday…